Birthday Wish

It was your birthday recently.
I should've written you
A poem
That day.
Forgive me for forgetting?
Je t'aime.
And I wish that I could
Give you
The one thing you asked for.
Will you accept God's gift to you?

My Protector

My protector,
My defender,
Even when I don't think
I need it,
I'm FINE already,

Thank you.

Just,
Just watch over my heart.
'Cause just me
Isn't good enough anymore.
Stupid thing.

From My Soul to Your Ears

I feel like my very heart
Has been rendered in two.
LORD,
If this is a test,
Pass me already!
I cannot stand my pain
And to watch his
Is unbearable.
How do You do it?

From my lips,
Nay,
From my soul
To Your ears,
LORD,
Save him!
Save me!
Remember your children!
Remember the two hearts crying out in the night
For You.

There Are Many Things

There are many things I want to say,
Sweet nothings
I wish to whisper in your ear
For you alone.
And quite a few French.

But I hold my tongue.
After all,
What's the point of giving you my heart
When while you lack God
I'd have to take it away again.

If anyone could make me a better person,
It's you.
You've brought me closer to God.
I needed Someone to lean on
Who won't ever fail me.

His Love is greater than yours,
And will never fail.
So as much as it pains me,
I'll choose Him first.
Even though I love you like no other mortal.

There are many things I want to say,
Sweet nothings
To whisper in your ear.
The one important thing:
God loves you.

Thanksgiving

"Give thanks to the LORD,
Our God and King,
His Love endures forever."

Look at all you have,
Look at all your blessings.
Give thanks.
America is awesome.

I'm sitting in bed.
Losing Solitaire badly.
Waiting a response.

Harry Potter

For some reason,
This weekend without you,
I've been saner.
Perhaps it was Harry Potter.
After all,
Seeing the epic part one
Of the end
Can steal anyone's attention.
I just wish you could've come with me.

I also thought I'd let you know
That while I teared up
At all the normal places,
I most wanted to cry
Whenever Sirus Black was mentioned.