Because then You'd See the Tears

I want to say this to your face,
Not through simple words,
Words than can be twisted,
Changed,
Misunderstood.

I want to say this to your face,
And maybe by seeing mine
You'd understand,
You'd hear all the things my heart is screaming
But my head silences,
Because half of me knows what is right,
And half of me knows what would be wonderful.

I want to say this to your face,
Because maybe things wouldn't break,
Things could be the same.
I can't delete your words,
They came from you,
Thus I treasure them.

I want to say this to your face,
Because then you'd see the tears.

No.

Even though every heartbeat calls your name.
You are my dearest,
Dearest,
Friend.
And I want it to change.
But it can't.

No.

I want to say this to your face,
Because then you'd see the tears.