How Hard I Try

He just ignores me no matter how hard I try,
And I try and I try to get him to see.
I'll never be loved no matter how long I cry.

In the arms of your love they say you can fly,
Yet chocolate can't lift the whole weight of me.
And he just ignores me no matter how hard I try.

And I once thought I'd reach that high,
Up in the air for all to know love and we-
No, I'll not be loved so I'll only cry.

Realization settles in with a sigh.
Anger, frustration are the littered debris
That I can't ignore no matter how hard I try.

So I'll watch all alone the snow fall from the sky-
It's a blanket, cold and wet, that always comes free
And masks all the tears I try not to cry-

As I sink into depths so dark I may die,
This one thought alone buries me in a sea:
He will always ignore me so I'll always try
To never let that bastard see my soul cry.