i apologize.

I let myself be angry,
and last night
I finally let myself
be sad.

I finally cried for that loss,
and sisters handed me a welcome shot
to ease the passing of sorrow.

I will be sad,
for I know you are,
and it's okay for a time.
I will be alright
and you are strong enough to be as well.

Should you happen
to whisper an apology to me again,
know in that moment
you've been forgiven for a long time.