Friday, November 20, 2015

How tonight went:
-ran lightboard perfectly
-finished ZNMD
-did not talk as much as usual
-show was getting judged and pressure was high
-started Pardes
-finished Pardes
-sat through response slowly fading
-remembered in one flash
       what i wanted to forget
-fell to my knees
       doubled over
       sobbing
       in my driveway
-picked myself up
-shut down
-wrote this poem in a friend's kitchen
        where i will soon write more

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