Please forget this.
Don't remind me
that I said too much
(that I drank too much)
for I'm falling apart
and don't know how to stop.

i just need to leave here.
leave everywhere.
leave all these half-eaten dreams,
this bittersweet pains,
these memories half-invented.
i just need to go somewhere new
and leave my next trail of destruction
in my wake.

'Cause I can't keep gluing myself together
with hopes i made up from lies
(because loyalty is my core
but who said honesty has anything
to do with that)
and i've turned myself around
trying to escape being seen
that I don't know who
I should rebuild myself to be.

i don't know what i need
but whatever it is
i don't have it.