Two Days Gone

Two days gone.
Tow days missed.
Undocumented.
I am sorry.

How could I have hoped?
How could I let myself believe that I
Could be something more than a chorus girl?
I'm excited,
Though to be a wolf.
I wish that I could have been named,
Important,
A part with a name,
Set apart from the chorus.
Perhaps I shall be Pack Leader?

I made a mistake yesterday.
A grave one.
I let many people down.
I cried.
I was sick,
And in more ways than one.

The slope is slippery.
Hold on to God,
Else you will find yourself far down the hill.