From My Soul to Your Ears

I feel like my very heart
Has been rendered in two.
LORD,
If this is a test,
Pass me already!
I cannot stand my pain
And to watch his
Is unbearable.
How do You do it?

From my lips,
Nay,
From my soul
To Your ears,
LORD,
Save him!
Save me!
Remember your children!
Remember the two hearts crying out in the night
For You.