365 days of failure,

of mistakes,

of "oh my -- I can't believe I just --

augh"

365 days of feeling awful

of mistake after mistake-

365 days of amazing,
of little blessings,
of "oh my I didn't realize
that meant so much to you"
365 of doing right,
of greatness.

the days blur together
as we grow older
and have more to remember.
single moments are lost
leaving only an impression,
positive or negative.

I have let the latter overpower,
overwhelm,
control me.
It's not much of a resolution,
not when I know I'll fail.
But I'll suit up for battle anyway,
determined to see more good
this year
than the last.

Happy New Year~